Hold my Heart
I am so blessed to experience so much in this life. I am grateful for the many opportunities that God has blessed me with. I’m so excited to see what He has planned for me in the future.
Although his team lost in a Little League World Series elimination game, coach Dave Belisle epitomized sportsmanship in heartwarming pep talk to his players. http://abcn.ws/VDji01
I don’t get how people can treat others with disrespect. It doesn’t make any sense. There is so much love in this world to be given and to take. How can a mother claim to love her child yet tear that child down in every single way? My head cannot wrap around this fact. Why can’t we as a people just pour at the love that God pours into us.
I walk around with this portrayal that everything is ok when it’s not. I think that if I keep imagining what should be then it will eventually become the truth. Maybe that is me being naive or hopeful, but if I act like it’s not I can’t even look at myself in the mirror. Getting told that I’m ugly just because of 1 change does not make me a better person. It makes me broken all over again. I want to tell you how you’ve hurt me, I want you to change. In order for that to happen I first need to change, but I don’t know how.
I am probably the most positive person you will meet, but I can also be self depreciating. I hate that I can be that way, and she always brings that out in me. She is the only person I can count on that can lift me up and make me feel like crap all in the same day.
God, lift her up. Grant her the help she needs so that we can have a healthy relationship. I don’t want to make this about me, but I’m not sure how much longer I can last. I’m hanging by a thread that only you can weave tighter.